Live your truth each day and never be silenced. I was just listening to this song and then the PTSD trigger took over as my body fought back and I refused to freeze or leave MY BODY. Hush. NO. Scream It Louder! Performing sensual art is part of my healing therapy. If you're struggling, there is beauty in therapy, self love, doing the hard work to heal. You don't have to do it alone. People care - I CARE! You don't have to carry it alone - that darkness doesn't have to become you. Let the light in. Let the light and love grow inside of you and all will see you shine once again. I am FREE To just be Meeeee I think I will paint a tree. HAPPY My body, My choice! I never knew what it was like to have parents so I became a good Mother. They used my body as a vessel for their darkness and so I shine my light brighter. I knew what it was like to feel unmeasurable pain and so I became a nurse to heal others. I was never allowed to be soft, beautiful, or a desirable as a woman and so I became Rosie. A Rose. Red for unconditional Love and Pink for Sensual Romanticism. Painted Rose - Her body a canvas and she is going to paint it any color she wants. I chose the color of LOVE. I will NEVER stop painting my truth. MY Stockholm Journey to becoming free and loving me. I AM ROSIE #Love #LOVE #Love #Freedom #SexualPower #MyBodyMyChoice #Femdom #SelfLove #PTSD #PerformingArt #Feels #Healing #ThisBeautifulJourney #BecomingRosie Many won't understand this post. A few will. When you're repeatedly traumatized in the name of love but, shamed for their weak darkness that repeatedly harms you, made to believe it's your fault for being less. When you don't know what normal is because you've been brainwashed as a degraded vessel for their darkness. I was sold to a man very young, knew nothing but what I was told and so I loved my abuser. I didn't know I had a choice. The duty of loving my husband as a young girl who never knew anything but survival. See me. This is my awakening. I am ROSIE. I know it's not sexy to post this and we're NOT supposed to talk about it but it's part of me and I still struggle every single day but each day is BETTER. I woke up in September 2024 and finally it was CLEAR to me - it was a flood of memories, truths, and deceit uncovered. The fog lifted - clarity. The PTSD was taking over me and I had to learn to fight for my truth. I now understand evil. I AM A BEACON OF LOVE as a MOTHER. I will love that girl and protect her now and forever. I AM FREE. Giving myself CLOSURE! It was NEVER my fault. I still choose to love. I also choose to fight for me and every person without a voice. Thank you for being part of my healing journey!