You have been looking for a focus. A reason to get and act better. You want to be a better human... it is just so hard for you. You really need someone to guide you. But, don't think that just because you need that, I am willing to give. Oh no no. In fact, you must be willing and able to complete me tasks, change your priorities, and to grow beyond your own limits. And, don't get me wrong... I know that you want these things... but are you truly ready to make the commitment? Are you actually ready to serve?