Every Friday night, my son and I have our movie night.. its like tradition. We choose a film (this week is my choice) sit down and chill out together until bedtime.. its PERFECT! .. although recently things have gotten a little awkward since he's wanted to see his girlfriend more and more.. kinda leaves me feeling left out.. maybe he doesn't want to spend movie night with his boring mom anymore. I usually convince him to stay and tonight is no different- he obviously felt too guilty to leave me again and here we are.. watching my all time favourite rom-com on the sofa next to each other. After a short while into the film, I notice he's shifting uncomfortably and at some point my hand touches his.. his.. erection?! I point out that I didn't realise he fancied the actress in the movie but he says he doesn't.. and thats when I tell him he obviously should have gone to see his girlfriend tonight.. its too selfish of me to keep him here every Friday night when he should be with her.. but he doesn't want to leave. He looks at me with this weird look in his eyes, a look I've never seen before.. if I'm being honest it kinda made me wet in between my legs and I know thats so very wrong.. but thats when I admit something to him.. I tell him that every movie night I secretly pretend that he's not my son and that we are on a first date and are just too shy to kiss. He smiles and laughs.. says its weird.. and then we kiss.. and then we.. do something forbidden.